I’m too nice and too much of a bitch at the same...

I’m too nice and too much of a bitch at the same time. This is a mess. I think I spare some people’s feelings to make up for the ones I’ve broken. Idk. Thinking too much. I like people, and I don’t want them to be sad. At the same time, I hate everyone, and want them all out of my face. This is a predicament.